Monday, September 16, 2013

✐ Man In The Mirror

This is an all time favorite song, the lyrics are beautiful and Michael Jackson sings it very well.
"The song was composed by Glen Ballard and Siedah Garrett. Jackson added background vocals from Garrett, The Winans and the Andrae Crouch Choir, which gave the song its distinctive sound. The song is said to be one of his favorite songs. Arranged with a gospel choir. The song is played in the key of G Major at a tempo of 100bpm. The vocal range is Ab3-C6. The recording was produced by Quincy Jones and co-produced by Jackson."
Source: Wikipedia
"I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
And No Message Could Have Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place
Take A Look At Yourself, And Then Make A Change
"

Thursday, September 12, 2013

✐ Celebration

Wohoo. more than 200 000 views on my YouTube Channel :-D... And 988 subsribers... :-D Okay I'm not making any money from being a YouTube partner, but as said earlier, that was never my intent. This is just my ego celebrating all the views and the amount of subscribers, surprise, I have an ego as well, not so proud about it though. Also the videos I'm uploading aren't my creations anyway, so... all credit to Na'ven Goodkarma (FingerprintDIVA).

Update September 16 - 2013
Big smile, I've finally reached the magical nr (amount) of 1000 subscribers.

Friday, September 6, 2013

✐ My teeth and weight loss

I haven't written anything about my teeth for awhile, so here's an update. I have not been to the dentist, I don't have the money to pay for the extensive work my teeth needs. Last time I saw a dentist was in the mid 90s, but I have taken care of my teeth, brushed and flossed. One of the problems have been that I'm taking medicines that makes my mouth dry. Also when I started to get toothache, I think I flossed my teeth too much, at least 20 minutes after each meal, which led to that the fillings I had fell apart. So the teeth that had fillings, have broken, the teeth are gone but the roots are still there. I have only 2 canines left in my upper right jaw, on the left I know one of them is gonna break soon, I can feel the gap where there once have been a filling.

Anyway, about 6 months ago, I was so fed up with the toothache so I decided to only eat one solid meal a day, breakfast. Then I fast for 24 hrs, drinking protein drinks and lot's of water, I've been doing this for 6 months now and I've lost so much weight and keep losing it. Now I can wear clothes I haven't been able to for 20 years and I feel the bones in my body that was covered in fat before. I've no idea how much weight I've lost, I don't have a scale, maybe 10-15 kilos...?!

Recently I've come across news articles about the 5:2 diet, when I started I had no idea about it. For me it was about avoiding toothache and that have worked, no pain in my teeth for a long time now. However, since I'm on such a low calorie diet (for 6 months), I have experienced hunger pains, specially in the evenings. But compared to toothache, hunger pains are nothing. My whole relationship to food have changed, now I basically see it as way to give my body as much nutrients it needs. I've lost my attachment to food being a way to socialize or using it as a way for comfort, etc. Some food I feel disgusted by, specially meat, seeing a raw piece of meat makes me feel sick. I don't have any "food" cravings anymore, but I do feel hunger sometimes.